So now what?
Well, my collegiate career has skidded to an official and painful
halt. To bring all of you up to date, I will now sum up my past two
seasons with one word: $%&#! Two years of poor performance
wouldn't bother me so much had I not had access to one of the best (and
most underrated) coaches in the U.S. (Andy Kokhanovsky) and some of the
best facilities in the world (University of Kansas). The one thing
that I love about track is the one thing that makes my situation really
difficult right now: 'Whether you win or lose, it's probably your
fault.' I lost. It's my fault. But enough complaining.
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Beijing Boycotts
I love a good protest–– not participating in them necessarily, but witnessing them. However, recent talk of boycotting the Beijing Olympics has troubled me. This is not to say that I disagree with the protestor’s issues, particularly the issue of the Chinese government supporting the genocide in Sudan. There is just something about soiling the Olympics with politics that rubs me the wrong way.
I feel like a bit of a hypocrite for arguing all this. After all, I’m still inspired by pictures of the 1968 awards stand protest by Tommie Smith and John Carlos. I also know that the Olympic Committee is wet with politics and corruption. But still, I’ve always had this notion that the Olympics should be above all that.
The real question: If the world boycotts the Olympics but the athletes don’t, will the games be worse off? Will track and field be worse off? Our sport has plenty of experience with competing while no one else is watching.
I’ll be tuning in, even if I have to sit through 20 hours of rhythmic gymnastics just to catch a sliver of track and field.
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Where is the Track and Field Reporting?
I've spent the last week shuffling through old 1950's film reels of the now defunct, Pittsburgh Courier. Old newspapers are fantastic for many reasons - great writing, foreign correspondants, various historical insight, etc. But there is one thing that I love best about old newspapers...the Sports Section.
I have become accustomed to opening the paper each morning (my local paper, your local paper, the NY Times...it doesn't matter) and reading all about football, baseball and basktball. That's why I've been taken aback by the Courier's overwhelming coverage of Track and Field. Stat sheets, features, results, notes on rivalries - old newspapers covered Track the way it was meant to be covered. The only Track articles in today's papers have to do with Steroids or a double amputee appealing a court decision.
One solution- call or email the Sports editor of your local paper and tell them that you would like to see more coverage of Track and Field. This Friday ask your paper's editor if they could print the Millrose Games' results. This Saturday, ask your paper's editor why they did not print the results of one of the biggest indoor track meets in the U.S. Newspapers are in trouble- if they think there's a demand for Track and Field coverage, they'll at least add some results to appease their readers.
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Update Spectacular
Training: Back at it after a long break – The body is tired but the spirit is rested (I stole that line from Mother Pollard and Leonard Pitts).
School: Good, but busy – but busy is good. I just began a research position for a professor writing a couple books on African-American history and politics. The first book covers the Reagan years up through Hurricane Katrina. The second book is about Dr. Benjamin Mays – the friend and spiritual advisor of Martin Luther King Jr.
Books: Those of you who know me know that I’m an obsessive reader. So here’s a list of things I’ve been reading lately, starting with the newspapers that I read every/almost every day.
Daily: The New York Times The Lebanon Daily Star (English daily out of Beirut, Lebanon) The Lawrence Journal World (Lawrence, KS daily) Brown University Daily Herald The University Daily Kansan The Middletown Daily Record (My brother’s paper)
Weekly: The Pitch, Lawrence.com and Dos Mundos (local Spanish language paper)
Books: No Country for Old Men by Cormac McCarthy (good, fast read) The Glass Castle by Jeanette Walls (great story, highly recommended) The Stories of Breece d’j Pancake by Breece d’j Pancake (perhaps my favorite writer – he killed himself at age 26 and this is his only published book) The Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger (I hate this book. I don’t know why it’s taught in so many schools) African Americans in the Furniture City by Dr. Randal Jelks (good historical account of the struggle for civil rights in Grand Rapids, MI between 1860 and the Civil Rights Movement)
Alright, time to go sit in some ice. Congrats to everyone who competed well this weekend and good luck to everyone in the coming weeks.
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Congrats to Barack Obama and the Jayhawks
Yesterday was a big day for me.
1. Barack Obama won the Iowa Democratic Caucus - this makes up for the time I waited for 4 hours to hear him speak at Brown University....but didn't make it inside.
2. KU's football team won the Orange Bowl - I'm not a huge football fan, but I am a huge Jayhawks fan. So, this was good.
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Steroids I
I’ve avoided the topic of drugs in sports because I don’t
want to get dragged into an issue that I could spend days writing about. So, I’m limiting myself to 200 words per
entry on the topic.
Two things in particular that are bothering me:
- Everyone
was shocked by the Mitchell report. – This bothers me because track and
field has developed a reputation as “the dirty sport.” Track’s drug
testing isn’t perfect, but track, unlike baseball and football, actually
tries and succeeds (sometimes) at catching people, no matter how much of a
superstar they are.
- The
scope of human potential has been lowered. – I hate the fact that people
look at record books and watch fantastic performances and speculate on
whether or not they were clean. I
don’t know how many times I have heard: “I wonder what the clean
world record in the shot put is?”
I hate to think that many of us
will lower the bar on what we think is humanly possible. There are some amazing athletes out there who
are turning in some amazing performances without the use of steroids. These are the athletes that have the most
confidence in their potential.
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I’m Not Really Running, I’m Not Really Running...
I stumbled across this sports psych article in the NY Times the other day. It deals with rhythm, patterns and visual cues that some athletes use to improve performance. Definitely a worthwhile read.
I’m Not Really Running, I’m Not Really Running... by Gina Kolata. 10/6/07
BILL MORGAN, an emeritus professor of kinesiology at the University of Wisconsin, likes to tell the story, which he swears is true, of an Ivy League pole vaulter who held the Division 1 record in the Eastern region.
His coaches and teammates, though, noticed that he could jump even
higher. Every time he cleared the pole, he had about a foot to spare.
But if they moved the bar up even an inch, the vaulter would hit it
every time. One day, when the vaulter was not looking, his teammates
raised the bar a good six inches. The man vaulted over it, again with a
foot to spare.
When his teammates confessed, the pole vaulter could not believe it.
But, Dr. Morgan added, “once he saw what he had done, he walked away
from the jumping pit and never came back.”
After all, Dr. Morgan said, everyone would expect him to repeat that performance. And how could he?
The moral of the story? No matter how high you jump, how fast you
run or swim, how powerfully you row, you can do better. But sometimes
your mind gets in the way.
“All maximum performances are actually pseudo-maximum performances,”
Dr. Morgan said. “You are always capable of doing more than you are
doing.”
One of my running partners, Claire Brown, the executive director of
Princeton in Latin America, a nonprofit group, calls it mind over
mind-over-body.
She used that idea in June in the Black Bear triathlon in Lehighton,
Pa., going all-out when she saw a competitor drawing close. She won her
age group (30 to 34) for the half-Ironman distance, coming in fourth
among the women.
When it was over, she ended up in a medical tent. “I felt like I was
going to pass out or throw up or both,” she recalled. “At a certain
point in a hard race, you’ve pushed yourself beyond the point of
ignoring the physical pain, and now you have to tell your mind that it
can keep going, too.”
The problem for many athletes is how to make a pseudo-maximum
performance as close as possible to a maximum one. There are some
tricks, exercise physiologists say, but also some risks.
The first thing to know, said Dr. Benjamin Levine, an exercise
researcher and a cardiology professor at the University of Texas
Southwestern Medical Center in Dallas, is that no one really knows what
limits human performance. There’s the ability of the heart to pump
blood to the muscles, there’s the ability of the muscles to contract
and respond, there’s the question of muscle fuel, and then, of course,
there is the mind.
“How does the brain interact with the skeletal muscles and the
circulation?” Dr. Levine said. “How much of this is voluntary and how
much is involuntary? We just don’t know.”
But since most people can do better, no matter how good their
performance, the challenge is to find a safe way to push a little
harder. Many ordinary athletes, as well as elites, use a technique
known as dissociation.
Dr. Morgan, who tested the method in research studies, said he was
inspired by a story, reported by an anthropologist that, he suspects,
is apocryphal. It involves Tibetan monks who reportedly ran 300 miles
in 30 hours, an average pace of six minutes a mile. Their mental trick
was to fixate on a distant object, like a mountain peak, and put their
breathing in synchrony with their locomotion. Every time a foot hit the
ground they would also repeat a mantra.
So Dr. Morgan and his colleagues instructed runners to say “down” to
themselves every time a foot went down. They were also to choose an
object and stare at it while running on a treadmill and to breathe in
sync with their steps. The result, Dr. Morgan said, was that the
runners using the monks’ strategy had a statistically significant
increase in endurance, doing much better than members of a control
group who ran in their usual way.
That, in a sense, is the trick that Paula Radcliffe said she uses. Ms. Radcliffe, the winner of this year’s New York City Marathon,
said in a recent interview that she counts her steps when she struggles
in a race. “When I count to 100 three times, it’s a mile,” she said.
“It helps me focus on the moment and not think about how many miles I
have to go. I concentrate on breathing and striding, and I go within
myself.”
Without realizing what I was doing, I dissociated a few months ago,
in the middle of a long, fast bike ride. I’d become so tired that I
could not hold the pace going up hills. Then I hit upon a method — I
focused only on the seat of the rider in front of me and did not look
at the hill or what was to come. And I concentrated on my cadence,
counting pedal strokes, thinking of nothing else. It worked. Now I know
why.
Dr. Morgan, who has worked with hundreds of subelite marathon
runners, said every one had a dissociation strategy. One wrote letters
in his mind to everyone he knew. Another stared at his shadow. But, Dr.
Morgan asked him, what if the sun is in front of you? Then, the man
said, he focused on someone else’s shadow. But what if the sun goes
behind a cloud, Dr. Morgan asked?
“Then it’s tough,” the runner conceded.
Dissociation clearly works, Dr. Morgan said, but athletes who use it
also take a chance on serious injury if they trick themselves into
ignoring excruciating pain. There is, of course, a fine line between
too much pain and too little for maximum performance.
“The old adage, no pain no gain comes into play here,” Dr. Morgan
said. “In point of fact, maximum performance is associated with pain.”
The brain affects everyday training as well, researchers note.
Imagine you are out running on a wet, windy, cold Sunday morning,
said Dr. Timothy Noakes, an exercise physiologist at the University of
Cape Town. “The conscious brain says, ‘You know that coffee shop on the
corner. That’s where you really should be.’” And suddenly, you feel
tired, it’s time to stop.
“There is some fatigue in muscle, I’m not suggesting muscles don’t
get fatigued,” Dr. Noakes said. “I’m suggesting that the brain can make
the muscles work harder if it wanted to.”
Part of a winning strategy is to avoid giving in to lowered
expectations, athletes and researchers say. One friend tells me that
toward the end of a marathon he tries not to look at people collapsed
or limping at the side of the road. If he does, he suddenly realizes
how tired he is and just gives up.
Marian Westley, a 35-year-old oceanographer in Princeton, N.J., and
another running friend of mine, used several mental strategies in the
recent Philadelphia marathon.
She slowed herself down at the start by telling herself repeatedly
that she was storing energy in the bank. And when she tired near the
race’s finish, she concentrated on pumping her arms. “I thought about
letting my arms run the race for me, taking the pressure off my legs.”
She finished in three hours and 43 minutes, meeting her goal of
qualifying for the Boston Marathon. “I am over the moon!” she wrote in
an e-mail message the day after the race.
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A Hospital, a Girl and a Missing Finger
After my last entry I (surprisingly) received a number of requests for a sample of the kind of writing and painting I do. My digital camera needs a little TLC, so I can't upload any painting pics, but I have pasted the full text of a story I wrote last night. Next entry.....back to track!
http://thisisby.us/index.php/content/a_hospital_a_girl_and_a_missing_finger
A Hospital, a Girl and a Missing Finger
The doctor leaned down to inspect the wound.
“Do you have the finger with you? It’s a clean cut, but we have to get it back on in a hurry.”
A thin, brown haired girl sat on the edge of a bed staring at the floor while a nurse pressed gauze against her hand. Small drops of blood followed her into the hospital and now collected under her feet. 18 drops, they glowed against the white tiles.
“Your finger?” The Doctor stood up. “Do you have your finger?”
19 drops.
A paramedic sprayed the floor with disinfectant turning the blood pink.
“She hasn’t said a word since we found her. No words, no tears, no nothing.”
“What?”
“Hasn’t cried the entire time. She was just sitting on the steps, bleeding all over herself.”
20 drops.
“How old is she? 10? 11?”
“No idea. She hasn’t said a word.”
A nurse disappeared around the corner and returned with a stack of flashcards.
“Hola? Como estas?”
No.
“Bonjour?”
No.
21 drops.
“Ciao?”
No.
The paramedic’s mop passed under the girl’s feet erasing the last of the red.
She slammed her heels against the wet tiles and leapt to her feet. The staff stumbled backwards as if a landmine exploded beneath her.
She stared past their bewildered eyes to the back wall.
“I have it,” she said.
The doctor relaxed his shoulders.
“You, you have the finger?”
Her open hand pushed into the front pocket of her jeans and emerged as a closed fist. The doctor stepped forward and held out his own hand.
“There’s still time to sew it back on.”
She opened her hand over his and watched a half dozen slices of finger bounce off his palm and hit the floor.
She looked down. 6 drops.
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Filling Pages, Logging Miles
My older brother is the writer of the family. Every time we talk I try to skim off as many writing tips as possible. The best tips get jotted down, read and re-read whenever I need to tighten-up something I’ve written. I keep another notebook for painting tips from my mother, and another notebook for workout tips from my coaches. These notebooks have piled up over the years, filling my bookshelves and transforming my house to look oddly similar to the Library of Congress.
I was thumbing through my book of writing tips the other day when I found the most useful tip my brother ever gave me: Write everyday. When you don’t know what to write about, sit down and write. When you are in a hurry, write fast. When you’re tired, write a few lines. Write. Write. Write. Build up your volume. Get your ideas down. Fill pages with what you’ve written even if your pages have only one or two sentences worth using in an actual story.
My painting notebook held similar advice stolen from the late great, Andy Warhol who I will now misquote: “Make art. And while the world is deciding whether it’s good or not, make more art.”
“Put in the grunt work now and develop your personal style later,” my Mother would tell me. She illustrated this point by handing me a book of Pablo Picasso’s early sketches. Each sketch was a meticulously detailed piece of realistic art. But this was Picasso? You know, Picasso; 2D, shapes, mis-shapes, scramble jamble abstraction, Picasso.
So? Picasso learned to draw before he tried abstraction. He logged the hours on the basics before trying anything too advanced. So did Jackson Pollock. So did Andy Warhol. So did Ernest Hemingway. So did Annie Leibovitz.
Log your miles, notch your reps and finish your drills now so you can look forward to creating your own masterpiece this spring.
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Pain and Fatigue and Why You Want Them
Track is a tough sport. Most people recognize this, but few outside the track and field community understand why.
What’s the toughest part of track and field? Ask a friend with no connection to track and field. Then, ask yourself.
Training is tiring and painful and this is what you’re likely to hear from your friend. Training is frustrating and thankless and this is what you’re likely to hear from yourself. Fatigue and pain rarely disrupt the training top-level track and field athletes. Frustration and disenchantment however, can destroy an athlete from the inside out. We thrive on progression and improvement and anything that trips us up becomes an instant source of frustration. Frustration is tough. But, so is fatigue and so is pain.
Your friend is right; pain and fatigue are tough and track and field is full of pain and fatigue. We know this and we run, jump and throw anyway. The sensations of pain and fatigue are as natural as love and happiness, yet much of our society avoid them at all cost. This aversion to pain is why our country is overweight and why our beloved sport clings to dwindling popularity.
There’s nothing wrong with pain or fatigue, or frustration for that matter. Remind yourself of this everytime you train, and have pity on the rest of our society who is afraid to swallow their medicine because it might taste bad.
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Time to Start This Bad Boy Up!
Well, it's been a while. I apologize to anyone who visited this fallow blog over the past several months. I promise to get cracking.
So what's new with me........?
I'm currently trying to keep myself in shape while I wait to hear from the NCAA on the status of my eligibility. I should get one final shot at redemption after last year's poor showing. Training alone provides a whole host of freedoms and burdens that I'm learning to deal with. There's more room for experimentation, but it's easy to fall off the training wagon (or is it, "on" the wagon?).
Outside of track, I've been writing excessively and continuing to build my art collection. Art rarely diminishes in value, both on a personal level and a financial level. The art market is strange right now. We're seeing record auction prices for high end pieces, while many local and regional galleries are drying up. Strange. Strange.
I'll cut myself off before I begin another diatribe.
Let me know if there are any topics or issues you'd like to see more of in this blog.
And as always - thanks for reading.
Hugh
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Urgent Update from NCAA's
There was a reported sighting of alpha-blogger and javelin thrower extrordinaire, Marc Pallozzi, in the lobby of the Red Lion Inn. I'll let you know more just as soon as I hear anything.
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Nationals! Rah Rah Rah!
I have recently been informed that there are in fact people who read my blog. I was also informed that it has been quite some time since I posted a new entry. So, out of deep respect for my fans, I would now like to apologize to each and every one of you who will read this blog: “Sorry Mom.” Well anyway, I scraped into Nationals by the skin of my teeth. It’s pretty exciting…not as exciting as that dream I had in which Richard Gere and Dr. Phil are eaten by a pack of vicious polar bears…but still exciting. My former teammates at Brown, Paul Rosiak (javelin) and Anna Willard (Steeplechase) qualified for NCAA’s, as did a dozen of my Kansas Jayhawk compadres. So even if I don’t throw well I can still count on a big group of friends to cheer me up/laugh at me. Javelinistically speaking, I’ve spent the past week polishing my run-up, and I think it’s looking much better. I have inadvertently experimented with a highly specialized running style this Spring – it is a style that has only been mastered by myself and injured water buffalo calves as they flee during a lion attack. It can most accurately be described as “graceful” or “majestic” (you’re choice, but I like majestic). Picture a man with two broken arms who has fallen overboard and must pump his legs furiously just to keep his head above the roiling ocean waters. I’ll leave you with that image.
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The Psychology of Shame Levels
I’m convinced; the key to success in sports is directly related to how much good information you can steal. A few years ago I stole an idea from legendary discus thrower, Ricky Bruch, that I feel is especially good. In the documentary, “The Soul is Greater Than the World,”* Bruch recommends that a slumping thrower adopt a lower ‘Shame Level’- basically, lowering the cutoff distance/time/height between what an athlete considers an acceptable mark and what they consider a bad mark. It is important to set lofty goals, but your top-end goal should not be farther from your P.R. than your shame level is from your P.R. For example: My P.R. is 68.5m. My goal is 73.5m. Therefore, my shame level should not be any higher than 63.5m (62m might be better). I talk to so many people who feel devastated after a meet because they didn’t hit a p.r. or they missed their p.r. by a few feet. Disappointment and self-pity can ruin a week of training. You should expect yourself to train hard, but you should not expect everything to come together for you meet after meet. Lowering your shame level does not suggest complacency with poor performance - it does suggest that you are willing to put your emotions aside in order to ensure high quality training, thus improving your capacity to perform well at meets. ** The Ricky Bruch documentary, “Själen är större än världen/The Soul is Greater Than the World,” by Stefan jarl, is one of my favorite movies of all time. Definitely the most motivational movie I’ve ever seen. Check out the website below to read a review of the film &/or order it. http://www.johnpowellassociates.com/
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First Meet
Well, one meet down and my arm is still in one piece. (65.80m, 215’10”) It was my 6th competition in the past 5 years, and…. it showed. Warm-ups went well, but once my name was called and I started down the runway it looked as if I’d been shoved down a long flight of stairs. Hopefully all those stairs knocked some rust off me.
The meet wasn’t a complete disaster. I got the regional standard out of the way AND I got that great tank-top sunburn that drives all the girls wild.
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Inspiring People and Stories
I’ve never gotten much out of motivational speakers, but I do love inspiring stories. Who doesn’t? A story of rags to riches, overcoming extenuating circumstances to succeed in one way or another. We eat these stories up - from The Narrative of Frederick Douglass to last year’s blockbuster, The Pursuit of Happyness. Whether it’s an inspiring story or just the story of an inspiring person, I can’t help but feel a little pop in my step after reading these kinds of things. A few of my favorites Thomas Jefferson: he studied for 14 hours a day as a kid. Hunter S. Thompson (author of Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas): he used to re-type full novels (The Great Gatsby, etc.) word-by-word to learn the writing style of other talented writers. Mother Jones: she was under 5’ tall and a woman in the 19th century, yet she rose to become one of the top American union leaders. Gordon Parks: he was the embodiment of creative genius. He was an accomplished photographer, painter, musician, composer, actor, director and writer among other things. Ernest Hemingway: he was rejected over 100 times before getting published for the first time. Gandhi and Martin Luther King Jr.: they built a life around putting the well-being of others in front of their own well-being. Frederick Douglass: he escaped slavery to become one of the most influential leaders and widely read authors in American history. Inspiring Books: Mountains Beyond Mountains by Tracy Kidder, Profiles in Courage by JFK Jr., Man’s Search for Meaning, To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee, All Over But the Shoutin’ by Rick Bragg (I haven’t read this yet but my entire family swears by it.) Other: The photographs of Annie Leibovitz, The art of Jean Claude and Cristo, a million movies that I can’t think of right now. WHAT MOTIVATES YOU? Post your favorite movies, people, songs, paintings, books, or whatever else you take inspiration from.
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Self-Evaluation
I was recently handed one of those ridiculous clichés that we have all become accustomed to as athletes. This one happened to come in question form: “What do you stand for as an athlete and what does your team stand for?” The question itself is harmless enough and perhaps it has meaning for many of you, but I’ve always felt a bit patronized by it. It seems artificial to me, something that makes the questioner feel clever and insightful but offers very little to the athlete. It suggests the importance of self-presentation over the importance of your actions and capabilities. As athletes we can’t waste our time with the artificial. We need to be definitive and rational in understanding what makes us good at what we do. Every athlete has individual attributes and characteristics- things they’re good at and things they’re not so good at, etc. A team’s capabilities are dependant on the attributes of its individuals. Therefore, it is very important for: 1.) Athletes to evaluate their attributes, and 2.) Coaches to find the best way to make use of these attributes. You don’t stand for things, you DO things and you’re good and/or bad at things. As athletes we need to know what we are capable of doing and how we become capable of doing them. Let’s look at some more useful questions… 1). What aspects of your event are you best at? - example: “My starts are very good. I have a good finishing kick for a distance runner. I keep my block leg really solid in the javelin. Etc.” 2). How did I become good at this aspect? (How did I learn to do X well?) - ex: “I watched a lot of film and had a good coach who taught me how to come out of the blocks well. I was born with good sprinting speed. I did thousands of drills to perfect my javelin block. Etc.” 3). What aspects do I struggle with the most? - ex: “I fade a lot over the last 30 meters. I never run as well in races as I do in practice. I always drop my hand right before I throw. Etc.” The answers to these questions can give you some insight into the most effective ways for you to learn and improve as an athlete. These ways will be different for everyone since we all retain knowledge a little differently. Think left-brain vs. right-brain, aural learning vs. visual learning, etc. Take the answers to the above questions and break them down as much as you can. “What specifically did I do (or not do) to become good at X? How exactly did I do that? What steps did I take?” Be as specific as possible and most importantly, be honest with yourself. It’s hard to acknowledge your weaknesses and it’s even harder to credit someone else for your successes. Hopefully this exercise will give you some true insight into “what you stand for as an athlete,” whatever that means. Self-evaluation is always good. It can hurt sometimes, but you’ll always learn something about how you operate and how you can operate more effectively. I apologize to anyone who read my blog last week. I know, I promised that I’d write something more exciting in my second blog, but it looks like I’ve written another philosophical piece. This was not a mistake; I simply lied to you last week. I’ll probably try to lie to you as often as possible over the next few months. After all, it’s what I’m good at. My self-evaluation told me so.
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Hello....My name is Hugh
Well, since this is my first Trackshark blog I feel an introduction is in order. My name is Hugh Murphy, I’m 22 years old and I hail from the rural grasslands of Eastern Kansas. After high school I packed up and drove 1400 miles to Providence, RI and Brown University. I spent the next four years studying Sociology, English and over-privileged New England prep-schoolers. Athletically, I focused on the javelin at Brown. Despite a decent first meet (215’7”, 65.72m) I suffered an elbow injury, and subsequently missed the next two seasons. I returned for my junior year, but continued elbow pain and a growing disenchantment with sports led me away from track until the spring of my senior year. I threw in two meets in 2006, hitting a new pr of 225’. After calling an end to my season following the Ivy championships, I received word that the NCAA had approved a two -year eligibility extension for medical hardship. I took this eligibility to the University of Kansas, which is where I am today. The primary focus of my blogs from here on out, will not rest on javelin technique and training, but rather on the relationship between athletics and society. I believe the factors that produce good athletes can be the same factors that make interesting people. This is not often the case, however, as I see more and more athletes sacrificing their personal identities in order to fit into a “sports culture.” A few examples of this: 1.) There have been, in my opinion, only a handful of interesting/original athlete interviews over the past five years. 2.) In case you can’t identify your University’s basketball team by their height, they are all wearing full athletic gear no matter where they are. 3.) It’s not hard to find certain classes filled with athletes. Favoring easy classes over interesting classes sounds absolutely terrible to me, but then again, maybe that’s just me. I recently read an essay by a poet who preached the importance of distinguishing writing as an activity from writing as an identity. Adopting an identity as a writer is harmful and limiting, he argued. Anyone who writes is a writer. In this way, anyone who plays sports is an athlete. Regardless of your talent or the level at which you compete, playing sports should not pre-dispose you to a certain identity, way of living or way of acting. This will be the focus of my blog. To clarify, I'm not arguing that it is a good idea to act in ways that are harmful to yourself or in conflict with rules, laws or agreements with your athletic department. I'm simply arguing that it is good to be very conscious of who you are and what you're about on a personal level. Alright, I’ve just read through the last couple of paragraphs and realized how boring they are. I promise better in the future. This was just an ice-breaker. I’ll try to have a new installment in every week…so don’t pee yourself with anticipation. Also, I’d love to hear from you. Please email your criticism, ideas, suggestions, questions, threats, etc. to me whenever you get the chance. Until next time….
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